( Mentions molestation +rape )

( cut for CSA )

( I don't think this is triggering, but I'll cut it just to save space. I'm volunteering to help abused/neglected children, about to take on a case.. )

I haven't been too active here lately due to my life being hectic, so I apologize for that, but I was hoping someone here might have some useful advice for an abusive situation my family is involved in.

( Cut for child sexual/physical abuse, CPS workers not believing victims, retaliation by abuser, legal system problems, custody battles, and all sorts of bad stuff. )

Hi this is my first post here, though I have been reading this LJ for some time.

( childhood abuse, rape, parental rejection and more )

Deeply apologize for the lack of detailing triggers initially ( Read more... )

( Therapy stuff (non graphic); emotional dischord )

So, I'm nearing the end of my first month of an outpatient treatment program - I start week four on Tuesday night (Monday is a holiday here). While therapy itself is interesting, I'm still nowhere near actually connecting to my emotions when I speak about my history.

( Non-graphic mention of child abuse, rape, self-harm, suicidal ideation & other stuff )

I'm going to update you all on some of the stuff that has been going on with me and my so called life... It may be long, or short... but it goes where my mind goes, and I need to get this all out of my head.
(  Cut for-- Friend problems, family problems, mention of past rape and past abuse, brother getting out of jail, having a warrant go back out for my brothers arrest, mention of drugs, stressful situations, dealing with chronic pain, dealing with depression, dealing with suicide Ideas, and I think that is it... warn me if I missed anything. )

I have a ton to say in this post. And just needed to vent on some of the things that have been going on as of late ( Read more... )